It gets hard at this stage of life. Society says that I should be one way, But that's not so for me. Late bloomer I've been all of my life. I move at a different pace. Always my milestones, accomplishments, and endeavors Come late for me.
Never thought much about it, until now. It has finally caught up with me. Now that I want to do things. Live life to the fullest. Everyone else is busy with responsibilities and daily toils. At first, it seemed like a negative, But now, it's wonderful. No weight to tie me down. I can live life to the fullest. I am happy-go-lucky. Do what I want to do. When I want to. It's a really good thing. The money is mine to be spent on me Or on whomever I deem worthy. I answer to God and no one else. I use common sense of course, But still I go when I feel it And reappear when I feel it. It's a good life.
My success is not predicated on what society says. Because if the truth be told, I could be baby less And my husband in jail for having made me baby less. Thank you, God. Intervention in the person of my father.
So when I think of my state in life, I can smile proudly and say, "Don't worry about me." "My life is in my hands," "And I have my hands IN GOD'S HANDS!"
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Inspiration behind this poemLabels: 2002, Emotions, Life, Love, Memories |