| 3.10.2008 |
| Will They Ever Know? |
I was at a party the other night.
Hair flawless, make-up great, outfit just right.
Walked into the building, fashionable as could be.
Looked around, to and fro, to see who I could see,
Two familiar faces, two friendly smiles.
Another person I recognize, a nod this time, no smile.
I walk around a time or two.
Feeling very lonely because no one, I really knew.
Grabbed a treated, tasted it, a fanciful delight.
Taste another, perhaps I shouldn't, well, one more bite.
People stare, I know they know me.
They see me all the time. But they never talk to me.
Will they ever talk to me? Will they ever know?
Will they ever see me? I'm not even sho'.
I'm tired of being here, but it's too early to leave.
No one knows me so there's no reason to cleave.
If I walk out now, will they ever know?
If they don't see me, will they want to know?
If I fade away, will they really care?
If I never come again, will they just use a spare?
I guess I'll just go ahead and go.
Perhaps later, I will learn what they know.Labels: 2008, Anonymity, Emotions, Loneliness |
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| 4.24.2007 |
| Rainy, Dreary, and Scary |
Rain falls all around me.
The sky is black as night.
Children crying, noisy as can be.
Each one filled with fright.
When will this nightmare end?
I want to see some sunlight.Labels: 2007, Emotions, Nature |
| posted by Lady Boone @ 5:16 PM |
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| 3.09.2007 |
| Summer Breeze |
Hot air all around,
Sweat runs from my brow.
Water from the hose won't cool,
Perhaps cold milk from a cow.
Just then a cool calm wind,
Breathes easy on me.
Gladly running again,
Down to the water's edge.
Smiling at the Summer Breeze,
Not to forget her, I pledge.
All the Seasons SeriesLabels: 2007, Emotions, Memories, Nature, Season Series |
| posted by Lady Boone @ 2:50 PM |
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| 3.08.2007 |
| Spring Time Kiss |
A smack on the lips,
A gentle breeze in the air.
Spring time just kissed up,
We have not a care.
Birds coming back home to nest,
Whistling their special song.
With flowers growing everywhere,
We know winter is gone.
All the Seasons SeriesLabels: 2007, Emotions, Memories, Nature, Season Series |
| posted by Lady Boone @ 2:46 PM |
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| Winter Storm |
The wind blows briskly,
The air is filled with ice.
Kids all bundled up,
The snow is very nice.
Men scrap windows,
Shovel sidewalks alike.
Children rolling in snow,
Making snow angels, what a sight!
There was a storm here last night,
But the children don't care.
There's no school,
And there's fun in the air.
All the Seasons SeriesLabels: 2007, Emotions, Memories, Nature, Season Series |
| posted by Lady Boone @ 2:44 PM |
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| What If... |
What if...
The world was flat.
What if...
The letter "l" was fat. What if...
My eyes were blue.
What if...
Fake friends were really true. Would the world be any different?
Would things change?
Would people be nicer?
Would things remain the same? What if...
We were nicer to everyone we meet.
What if...
We didn't waste most of the food we eat. What if...
My hair wasn't brown.
What if...
Life didn't sometimes get me down. The world around me changes.
I manage to stay the same.
The world is growing meaner.
Who is to blame? Labels: 2007, Emotions, Life, Thinking |
| posted by Lady Boone @ 2:42 PM |
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| 1.19.2007 |
| Who Cares For Me? |
Life is new,
But words get old.
I know some people,
Who are truly bold.
Haven't call me,
Since yonder years.
She's having a baby,
Now, she sends me cheers.
Trying to be nice,
But it's hard you see.
Until they want something,
No one cares for me.Labels: 2005, Emotions, Life |
| posted by Me @ 2:56 PM |
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| Not Understanding |
Despondent, can't figure out why.
Tears fill my eyes, so I want to cry.
Not fully understanding these emotions.
At times often overcome by the sensations.
Joyful, I certainly know why.
Life is great, so I can reach up to the sky.
Not fully understanding these emotions.
At times often overcome by the sensations.
Melancholy, for now apparent rationale.
Hoping, often for a boost to my morale.
Not fully understanding these emotions.
At times often overcome by the sensations.
Ecstatic, happiness encompasses me all about.
Happiness, my state without any doubt.
Not fully understanding these emotions.
At times often overcome by the sensations.
Not fully understanding what it is I feel.
Not fully understanding who causes me to feel.Labels: 2004, Emotions, Life |
| posted by Me @ 2:55 PM |
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| God You've Got To Help Me |
God You've got to help me,
If this is Your will.
I've waited so long,
Seems like waiting any longer will make me ill.
I want what's best for me,
And I want to be in Your will.
But God You've got to help me,
I'm getting restless, eager, and annoyed.
Seems like nothing ever goes right,
And me, happiness often avoids.
I am trying to hold on,
Until my chance comes.
It sure seems it always eludes me,
Like my chance will never come.
God I know, that if I wait on You,
What You have for me will be great.
But God You've got to help,
Lord, please help me to wait!Labels: 2004, Emotions, God, Life, Prayer |
| posted by Me @ 2:54 PM |
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| Thoughts of You |
I was just sitting here thinking...
About the things in my mind.
Facts, fiction, stories, poems,
People, places, and things are what you'll find.
Good times, bad times,
Good memories, bad memories,
Good thoughts, bad thoughts,
Problems, quandaries, and remedies.
One thought of you,
Brings a smile to my face.
One thought of you,
And bad moments fade.
Knowing I can see you,
Brings a smile to my face.
Knowing I can see you,
And bad memories fade.
Waiting to see you,
Brings a smile to my face.
Waiting to see you,
And bad days fade.
Talking to you in my mind,
Brings a smile to my face.
Talking to you in my mind,
And bad thoughts fade.
I was just sitting here thinking...
About the things in my mind.
Thoughts of you,
Yes, thoughts of you are what you'll find.Labels: 2003, Emotions, Love, Memories, My Love |
| posted by Me @ 2:53 PM |
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| Pondering |
My heart skips a beat.
My lips can't help but smile.
Every time my thoughts go to you,
You drive me wild.
So many times I wondered,
If my dream would come true.
Every time I my thoughts wonder,
My dream comes out to be you.
Sitting by window,
Staring as the world goes by.
Telling myself over and over,
It's not yours to ask why.
Sermon after sermon,
All in God's time.
Don't want to over step my bounds,
I only want what's truly mine.
There I was and there he was,
It all seemed as if by fate.
One thought I pondered,
All I had to do was wait.
Thankful that I did,
For my reward I see.
Thankful to God,
He sent my dream to me.Labels: 2003, Emotions, God, Life, Love, My Love |
| posted by Me @ 2:51 PM |
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| The Coldness |
My hands are cold,
My feet are too.
I wish you were over here,
To do what you do.
My heart is happy,
And my spirit is too.
Every time my thoughts wander,
To all the things that you do.
Written for you By: ddmadkins
The things that I do,
Are all from the heart,
My thoughts are of you,
Oh, where do I start?
There's a feeling inside me,
That I just can't explain,
With you is where I'm free,
You're my sunshine, there is no rain.
Written for you By:hjboone
My heart is a flutter,
My stomach jumps from time to time.
Just thinking of this one thought,
That H. J. Boone is mine.
Overwhelming feelings,
Pleasant, warm, exciting.
I am so very glad for this,
Because thoughts of you, are very inviting.
Written for you by: ddmadkins
Your inner and outer beauty,
Make it easy to open up truly,
I can only imagine how great my life will become,
Now that I finally found my one.
I now believe that fairy tales can come true,
Look at my life since the day I met you,
There is no doubt that great things can really happen,
Knowing that I have the heart of D.D. Madkins.
Written for you By:hjboone
I'm Getting' Ready,
Because my heart is beating steady,
Each heartbeat says more and more,
About the special man I adore.
If we can Stand The Storm,
One day soon and very soon,
There will be an Old Apple Tree,
That we can stand under and view the moon.
When it's time to meet the Lord,
I can look over the chilly River Jordan,
And say with assurance,
God, thank You, You gave me more than,
More than I thought I desired.
It will be Another Day's Journey.
The World Didn't Give It To Me,
Only God could give me a gift like you.
Written for you by: ddmadkins (with the help of Shirley Caesar's TREASURES)
Even when nothing's wrong,
One thought of you and I start cheering up,
Your words are so strong,
They make a brother want to start tearing up,
Together we are a happy song,
It doesn't matter who's hearing us.
God gave me all my hopes and dreams,
In my head is this resplendent image,
In you He has given me my queen,
What I have started with you I certainly plan to finish.
With God's help we can weather any storm,
He will give us shelter to keep us warm,
His angels will be encamped around us protecting us from harm,
Rest assured that we are safe in His arms.
I don't know, but I've been told,
Deartra Madkins is made of gold,
She is the one I want to have and to hold,
I seriously doubt these feelings will ever get old.
Your value to me cannot be measured,
You were placed on Earth for me to treasure,
You're my present from God and I won't deny,
Because I genuinely believe that we were written in the sky.
Written for you by:hjboone
It started with the coldness,
But now my heart is warm.
All thanks to your,
Loving kindness and charm.
Written for you by: ddmadkins
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About The Coldness...Labels: 2003, Emotions, Love, My Love, Romance |
| posted by Me @ 2:45 PM |
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| God, He Truly Cares |
God placed him in my life,
Unexpected, although at times implored.
Outward implications, spoke to no desire,
Inwardly, all along, wanting to be adored.
Skeptical at first, past pain, past hurt;
Those often dictate, in the end, what we feel.
Unsure of his intent, not wanting to suffer,
Earnestly, hoping his intentions were real.
Through a wild ride, as I knew it would be,
He's still there, but I'm still unsure.
From a friend, words of wisdom,
She said that we could certainly endure.
Confrontation, anger, turmoil,
This is the end of that, understandably so,
Through the frustration,
Unwilling to move, he's promised not to go.
What I feel,
He always wants me to share.
Although at time, I often conceal,
He confidently lets me know that he cares.
If anyone tells you,
God doesn't answer prayers.
Just send them to me,
I can tell you, God, He truly cares.Labels: 2003, Emotions, God, Love, My Love |
| posted by Me @ 2:37 PM |
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| I Wish |
From Me to My Love
I wish I could see you tonight,
But alas dreams and fond memories must do.
That still won't be enough,
To quench my wanting you.
Just to hear your voice,
Just to see your face,
Just to smell your scent,
Just to hear you breathe.
I wish for these and oh so much more.
But alas, you, in my thoughts, I must adore.
From My Love to Me
Your wish could be granted
If it's truly what you want
Our seed of growth has been planted
I can't even front
If you would really like to see me you don't need the Morse code
Just say those magic words and I'll move on down the road
To come and see you, that isLabels: 2003, Emotions, Love, My Love, Romance |
| posted by Me @ 2:36 PM |
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| My Dearest My Love |
From Me to My Love
Written by: ddmadkins
As my thoughts linger to you,
My heart is warmed greatly.
If it were not for you,
Dreary, dismal, would be my moments lately.
My dearest My Love.
From My Love to Me
To my dear, sweet lady, Deartra,
If I could only find the words,
I would proudly reveal,
Without feeling absurd,
Just how truly I feel
There's clumsiness inside me,
And you are the cause,
I can only wait 'til you're beside me,
You deserve such a great applause.Labels: 2003, Emotions, Love, My Love, Romance |
| posted by Me @ 2:35 PM |
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| It's Raining |
From Me to My Love
It's raining over here.
The sky is stormy,
But my heart is filled with cheer.
I am comforted because,
I know you are near.
It's raining over here.
From My Love to Me
Although it's raining out,
I'm not complaining now,
Because soon you'll by my side
There's one remaining sound
You're an incredible lady, "WOW"
I just hope that sounds all right.Labels: 2003, Emotions, Love, My Love, Romance |
| posted by Me @ 2:33 PM |
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| Summer Thoughts |
Trees in full bloom,
Bright green in all their glory,
Leaves waving, branches talking
Both telling their winter and spring stories.
Chlorine smells from many pools,
Splashes, giggles, fun, and sun.
Babies and kids goofing around,
Looking cute in swimsuits as they run.
This is as good as summer thoughts get.
All in the Seasons SeriesLabels: 2003, Emotions, Memories, Nature, Season Series |
| posted by Me @ 2:20 PM |
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| The Spell Is Gone |
This is a response to the person I wrote Hypnotic Spell for.
I was once under your hypnotic spell.
I am no longer hypnotized, but I'm overwhelmed.
Pain replaces dreams, when I think of you.
Bewildered and hurt, what is a girl to do?
Thoughts of you linger, but I only cry.
The biggest thought, why did you have to lie?
It's my own fault, I knew I had no chance.
But for a brief moment, I hoped for a romance.
Some things in my life are remnants of you.
Clearing out those mementos will be hard to do.
I know now that all my dreams were fake.
The spell is gone, it's no longer there.
It's replaced with the heavy heart I wear.
The spell is gone, I wish the pain was too.
Befuddled and wounded, what is a girl to do?Labels: 2003, Emotions, Lust, Romance |
| posted by Me @ 2:18 PM |
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| Spiraling Down |
Once my heart felt moments of sheer pleasure,
At the very thought of your name.
But now, with each passing moment,
Even your initials bring pain!
Why did I ever look at you that way?
Knowing full well that nothing would come of my thoughts.
Now, every time I see your face,
Sadness, pain, hurt, and anger are wrought.
Just when I think the pain is over,
Here comes another detail in the awful story.
Will it ever cease, will it ever stop?
How long must my heart ache, bleed, and worry?
I am spiraling down a long road that seems to know no end.
My heart hurts and tears are all my eyes can see.
I am spiraling down a long road that I hope doesn't curve to often.
My stomach is empty and my anger has almost consumed me.
I pray each day that this anguish would cease,
But my prayers seem to not be answered.
I cry each night that my heart would be free,
But it seems as if my tears don't hold the answer.
Lord, give me the strength to ride this spiral.
I don't know if it will ever stop.
Lord, help me hold steadfast.
I just hope this spiral down doesn't make my heart drop.Labels: 2003, Emotions, Lust |
| posted by Me @ 2:16 PM |
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